Just Another Let Down:/ In the Outter Loop

THis is Sorta 2 entries in one but anyways
Just Another Let down
Ok, so Last Night I went the Epidemic. the Bands were ok . The Slushies were so much better. Well I get Home and am in bed trying to sleep while my mind was racing 1000 MPH and I get a call from one of the ppl I hanged out with at Santa Cruz and she tells me That Matty Has a Boyfriend. I call Matty and after a long talk she finally confesses that she does and the day that we hung out she got into a argument right b4 then but she does supposedly " like me". I just hang up the phone and take sum nitequil so i'd get any sleep and deal with it in the morning.well i was thinking bout the talk i had with one of my Best friends the night b4 about her, I hate it when hes right. I'm still kinda confused, was I just a way for her to get back at her boyfriend or sumthing else. either way i'm just gonna sever all ties. I dont want to be round a person like that. funny thing is i'm not even really phased by it. I guess ive gotten so used to letdowns i'm getting the point where i'm starting to loes emotion.

In the Outter Loop
Lately I've realized more and more that the people I thought I knew, I actually know nothing about them and how they really think and act. It Kinda hurts tho that the people I care about dont feel like they can talk to me about whats happening in the their life.